LOST...

these few days i have been feeling lost... no sense of directions.. feel like a piece of wood adrift in the big sea....  

nothing seems to matter anymore.... 

are we still friends???

why do we get different treatment??? 

why do they get presents + celebrations?? but what do i get??  share a cake with some1 .. add insult to injury... some1 with different birth month...

no pressies??? they know what i want like duh 

how come they can get for others...

so down.. so low....